Line 6.2 – The Guerilla.

Written By Anne Ehrhardt.

Line 6.2 - The Guerilla.

February 22, 2022

How are you doing so far this February? Has your Valentine’s Day been a success? 💔

What a date we are having today!

 The 22.02.2022, 👰🤵

what a magical set of numbers, what a synchronicity!

I bet, there’s a new world record of knots that are getting tied out there today.

It’s the perfect date for my Human Design Line Experience 6.2, which is The Guerilla.

I laughed out loud, when I saw the name for the first time, because this is exactly what has been going on in my life. 😂😂😂

My Design Uranus is running the show here. And even though, a lot of the Line names can be misleading, this one hits the nail on the head. And it trumps my Personality Uranus with its weaknesses. Which is Line 6.1, that I wrote about in my last post.

Because the body lives the life. 🤗

It runs the show. Especially, where intimacy is concerned.

And boy, what a ride I had. Quite literally.

Because the second Line is not introspective. It does not investigate. It does not study or analyze.

It just jumps in. Head first. 🎯

No questions asked. 😄

And I was enjoying the hunt. The search for intimacy was epic, heartbreaking and such a thrill.

The guerilla follows his waves. He jumps in, full on, then races back.

The waves are without mercy. 🌊

They didn’t let me hold on to anyone. Every time I tried, it ended in disaster. 😱

If you want to know, what that feels like, you can read all about my twelve favorite adventures in my next two eBooks, which will come out soon.

I crashed into so many men, had so many encounters, tried so many relationships, that I lost count.

Of cource, it isn’t about the numbers. It’s about the experience. And they served me to learn.

To learn a lot about relationships. 💑

Especially about what’s unproductive, what doesn’t work.

And that’s so hard to take, when you’re a 1/4 emotional being. It goes against the grain of my Profile, which is here to see what works. ⚡

Intimacy was tricky from the very beginning. And it was, because it always is. It’s designed to. Without it, we would never learn and grow.

And there is no easy solution.  Only awareness. . 🌞

At some point, I realized, that

Every man I found attractive was my Daddy, in a way.

They all had something of him, his talents, his quirks, his traits. And of course, being unavailable and distant, busy with other things. And, don’t get me wrong, I’m not talking about fault here. Trauma just happens. To everyone, more or less. And even though it happens through another. The other cannot heal it.

But we can heal it for ourselves. 🍀

At the time, I was absolutely devastated, that I couldn’t get closer to the guys, I loved. It was painful. And I had to live through it. Just like everyone else. Until I woke up and saw the patterns. 💡

And that, like everything else, wasn’t in my hands, either.

Timing lies in the hands of the Fates. 🕘

It’s all orchestrated, whom you’re going to meet and when and where. Don’t think for a moment, that you have a choice. You don’t.

We are all helpless in that dance. 👩🏼🤝👩🏻👩🏽🤝👩🏼👩🏾🤝👩🏾

The only chance we have is, when awareness is in the cards for us. When the passenger is allowed to wake up and enjoy the ride.

After all the unconsciousness, that I have been through,

Human Design allowed me to get a glimpse behind the veil. 💫

To see the mechanics and to feel the relief, that understanding brings. But that was only possible, because I had done the hard work before. Because I revisited my childhood wounds and integrated them. One of the results: my relationship with my parents is at peace now. Which is wonderful. I feel, that I belong.

Another: my Outer Vision became a lot clearer.

Today, I see, who is for me and who isn’t. 👀

I have learned to honor my Design. 💕

I don’t fall into the old traps anymore. I’ve learned to wait and follow my authority. And if I’ll be single for the rest of my life, then so be it. 👍

As a 63/64, I can only see, who is directly floating above me, looking in through the roof of my vehicle. I literally don’t see, who else is there. 🚗

I think, it’s a miracle, that I have had two husbands, a number of boyfriends and a great deal of casual encounters. I’m so grateful to the Fates, that they sent me all these gorgeous men. I had an exciting time, getting out of the crisis of inexperience alright. 😄

I’m also grateful, that I survived the pain, that came with it. 😭

At this stage of my life, I feel like

the guerilla is preparing to retire. 😴

And I’m ok with that. 🙂