April 19, 2022
This is the Line of the Bullshitter, the Seller. And always remember, that the tribe likes it. Loves it, actually. People love to hear, that their toaster can fly and predict the future. 🤣🤣🤣
My 26.5 is unconscious.
I never knew, I was selling.
Until I got invited to a job interview to sell products to people. Not my services or a theory. A real physical product. Which was cool, because I liked the idea. Of doing something practical. Something real.
The products were a range of organic lotions. They were delicious and made your skin super soft. I loved to put them on people’s arms. And they loved me doing it. It was such a tribal thing to do. So touchy feely.
Of course, that happened well before Corona hit.
I loved, how people’s eyes lit up, when they smelled it. When they saw, how their skin drank it in. And how their tattoos became colorful and shiny again.
And effective. Because I sold. A ton of the stuff alright. And my team was one of the best teams on the islands. Because I lead them by example to be their best. To give people, what they needed.
Today I know, that
I’m a good seller. 🔥🔥🔥
An awesome seller. It’s my Design. My body has constant access to it. It’s in my bones. Who my body is. Because I know that now, I can say it with confidence. 💪
Thanks to knowing my Human Design, I have clarity about who I am. And that feels
My Design Venus is setting my unconscious default position here. She governs my behavior towards people. How good I am at adapting to their needs. At finding out, what people want to buy in order to feel good. 👍
I am projected upon, that
I understand, how people work.
Which I do.
When I was a child, that wasn’t so easy to deal with….
But, as soon as I could think for myself, I was drawn towards explanatory systems like astrology, enneagram or communications styles. 💡
You can image my delight, when I finally got introduced to Human Design.
Because this incredible science of differentiation helps to lift the veil and see the other for who they are.
Which makes me happy. On so many levels:
Because I am an Investigator. 🧐
I like to go deep. And understand who’s who.
Because the Queen of Detail is my Law. I love the details very much. If you want to know why, check out my first Blog Post about my Line 62.5, which explains, how I became TQoD. 👑
And because I can see now, what is consistent in myself.
There’s only one spanner in the works:
I have a fixation in the detriment of Line 26.5, which signals that I have a resistance to learning new techniques in order to understand people. ⛔
My Ego resists adaptation. 👿
It does not want to be ruled by others.
And I feel that very strongly now, that I have returned to my home country and need to get a job. Because TQoD is a great past time. But she doesn’t get me food on the table. Yet. And who knows, if she ever will…
My Ego doesn’t want to go back to being employed. Back to having a boss. It thought, that it had escaped that hustle for good. But obviously, that’s not possible, as long as I am living in this body, in this bio form.
I need to earn money. 💎
Like it or not.
My defined Ego, with the small willpower of Gate 26, is here to work. For others. To support them. To support the tribe.
And Ego looses its power, when it doesn’t do its job. That’s the other side of the coin. And I didn’t want to hear it. But there’s no way around it. I have to honor the mechanics. And my inner authority.
I need to find a job. 🎉
That is correct for me. When it doesn’t take up too much of my time.
And it’s not just about the money. I also need to build a whole new network.
Because I am an Opportunist. 🍀
And a local job will definitely help me with that. So, keep your fingers crossed for me.
At the same time:
After four weeks of complete standstill, I got pushed to show up with my work for The Queen of Detail again. 📝
Which shows me the choicelessness of it all. I actually thought, that I had to say Good-Bye to her. Because I couldn’t see myself handle both, a job and TQoD.
But how can I quit, when she is I. 😂
“When purpose takes over, your life will be perfectly financed.”
I have no clue, how this will come to pass. I can only trust, that it will.
One way or another. 😉