The Internal Break Up

  • To Begin with This eBook was born as a letter. That I wrote to a lover, who was out of my reach. As an outlet for my emotions. To express everything, that I couldn’t tell him in person. To document the epic perceptions, that came up in my mind, trying to explain his absence. To share the signs and synchronicities with him, that made so much sense to me. All of which were beautiful, mystical. A different reality, that I got lost in, for a time. I never intended to send the letter. Or share it with anyone. It’s very personal and precious to me. But the Muse has other plans. She wants it to be witnessed. The story to be told. So, over time, this letter grew. And evolved into a narrative about the time, when I hit my Chiron return. When I turned 49, I had to let everything go. My life changed completely. And turned me inwards. This place in time got marked by a rite of passage. My first tattoo. Initiation through pain. To acknowledge my shadow. Like the Sleeping Phoenix, I went through three major changes: I woke up, I died and I got reborn again. This eBook is describing the events, that were leading to this transformation. So, in a way, I was still asleep. Having a dream. The island, that is mentioned in this eBook, is the island of Fuerteventura, where I spent more than a decade of my life. A catalyst of a place, it’s perfect for waking up and getting real. If you choose to see the signs. Be prepared for a unique read. Anne